My biggest pet peeve!

I can't stand when people sit around miserable 24/7. I understand hat you're going to have you bad days, but why waste you time sitting around being mad and sad all the time? I mean, what's the point? Go out and get your mind off of things and have fun. Don't stay down and depressed all the time. You only live once so live it up! Keep your head up, stay strong, fake a smile and move on! :)

My amazing step-dad :)

So, I would like to dedicate this post to my step-dad. He has been there for me since I was four years old and has treated me like his own ever since. He is a very special part of my life and I honestly don't know what I would do without him. One thing I really like about him is how he never really forced the 'dad role' on me he just let it gradually become natural. I'm so glad my mom met him back in 2000, I wouldn't ever picture her to be with anyone else. We've had our ups and downs, but at the end of the day he is my dad, or at least the closest thing I've ever had to one. 

Shady!!

One thing I've learned over the weekend and past week is that you can't trust anyone anymore! The only person I can turn to anymore is my mom. I know that no matter what she will always be here for me. There may be things I can't tell her or I don't exactly want her to know about but she will always listen to me. I would rather keep things bottled up inside then tell anyone in this shady town! No one can keep a secret, you find that out the hard way! 

CORY UPDATE!

So, Cory called me the other night and we talked for a little while. we talked a little about this class and he said he wanted me to write a blog ALL about him, so I figured since I had to have two for this week why not. He has moved to Metropolis (incase you didn't know) and is going to Massac county high school. Cory wanted me to let everyone know that he likes his new school and says everything is a lot  easier there. He also has finally got himself a girlfriend, Winter. he said so much more but you know Cory, you can't understand half of what he says anyway. 

The past is the past.

Yes, the past can hurt, but the way I see it, you can run from it or you can learn from it. Why spend all your time running from the past? The past is the past and now there is nothing you can do to change the things in it. If someone makes you mad or does something wrong, remember this famous quote "forgive and forget". Don't hold grudges, their a complete waste of time and energy. Throughout your life you're going to make mistakes, you're only human and no one is perfect. Just learn from your past and don't run from it. Face your fears and live your life.

Never the right time to say good bye..

"It's never the right time to say goodbye." Ain't that the truth. There never really is a "right" time to let someone go. It's one of those things that you put off and put off until you finally realize you have to. There's no easy way to do it, but you know you don't have a choice. You can love someone with all your heart, but if you know it's best for both of you to end things then you have to let them go. If you're not on the same page or at the same level in life, there's a pretty good chance that it's in your best interest to let them go. It won't be easy but sometimes you just have to. 

My love for writing. :)

You may think I'm being sarcastic by the title but I'm actually being dead serious. I love to write. I didn't realize how much I enjoyed writing until I was sitting at the house on a saturday night, bored with nothing to do, hanging out in "the grounded life". I got out a notebook and literally wrote four or five pages full of poems and little stories and such. It was kind of a way for me to get my emotions out on paper. Since I didn't have my phone to pick up and call a friend, I picked up a pen and wrote it all down. And better yet, I even made it rhyme :) 

Cheerleading is a Sport!!

Cheerleading IS a sport!! Argue with me about this and I promise I will win! The definition of a sport is: An activity involving physical exertion and skill in which an individual or team competes against another or others. So argue with that!! 


Ps..If anything negative is said about this post, it will be deleted! 

My wonderful weekend..NOT!

Well this weekend I was supposed to go watch Kentucky play Ole Miss, but no, that didn't exactly happen. Instead I stayed here and got in trouble. Ugh! It's all my dads works fault! If they wouldn't have had a roof fall, then we would have had the money to go to Lexington like I was supposed to, and none of this would have happened. So a big thanks to Willow Lake coal mines for ruining my weekend! Now hurry up and get your mine fixed so my dad can go back to work and I can go shopping..please and thank you. :)

less material, more expensive..?

I'm so confused. I bought a pair of jeans from American Eagle the other day and paid 30.00 dollars for them. Then I started thinking about how much I had paid for shorts last summer, anywhere from 40.00 to 50.00 dollars. I just don't understand, they take off way more than half of the material but yet they can still charge the same price, if not more for them. And the worst part is, we still buy shorts at that price, therefore they keep their shorts at that price because they know they can, and they know we will still buy them! 

paranormal activity 3

Is this movie worth going to see? Is it even scary? I haven't went and saw it yet because I don't want to go waste my money on a stupid movie. But if it's worth watching then I'll go and see it. So give me your opinions on this movie! :) 

Mac Miller ;)

It's official, I'm obsessed with Mac Miller! I woke up this morning and literally almost started crying because he was on my TV.  For those of you who don't know him, he is a 17 year old rapper and he is amazzzzing! (go look him up, and I'm sure you'll agree!) I have also decided that I'm definitely going to marry him, just saying. He is sooo cute!

One more month..

In exactly a month he leaves for basic. It will be one crazy month knowing I can't just pick up the phone and call him or text him, but this is something he wants to do and all I can do is let him know I support him and I'll be here waiting for him when he gets back. We may not be on the best of terms right now, but I hope he knows that I will always be here for him no matter what and I will always love him! I hope he stays safe while he is gone and learns a lot. I will be here writing him every chance I get. :)


"Distance is not for the fearful, it is for the bold. It's for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they love. It's for those knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they don't see it nearly enough."

Jealousy gets you no where..

"Jealousy may get you somewhere, but not where you want to be." quoted by Taylor Fritts. ;) Like Nicki Minaj says "True confidence leaves no room for jealousy. When you know your are great, you have no need to hate." So be who you want to be and don't let anyone tell you that you have to be a certain way or wear certain clothes, because in the end they prove that they are the insecure ones. 

My wonderful momma :)

You know, I never really sat down and thought about but what would I do without my mom? I don't even want to think about. Without my mom I would not have a roof over my head, I would not have any clothes, basically I wouldn't have ANYTHING. #scary thought :/ 
So I would like to dedicate this post to my beautiful mom, and thank her for everything she has done for me over the years. I know having me at a young age was not planned and was very hard on her, but she did her best to give me everything I wanted and still does to this day. I love her with all my heart :)

Absence makes the heart grow fonder..

I may hate being away from him, but it does make the times I get to see him more special. He leaves next month for basic training. I'll miss him like crazy, but I know this is something he really wants to do. This will be the longest few months of my life, but on the bright side, I will have something very special to look forward to...him coming home! Missing someone gets easier everyday, because even though you are one day farther from the last time you saw them, you are also one day closer to the next time you see them. :)

Love at First Sight..

Are you in love? Did it happen just like that, or with time? 


Well when I first saw him, I knew he was something special. I've known him for a few years now, and I love him more and more each day. He's the type of guy that wants something serious and makes sure that the relationship is going to work before he just jumps into it. He's the type of guy that treats you the way he wants to be treated, and wouldn't say a mean thing to you if someone payed him to. There aren't many guys like him, and theres never been another guy I've felt this way about. And that's how I know that my first observations about him were right, he definitely is something special.