My biggest pet peeve!

I can't stand when people sit around miserable 24/7. I understand hat you're going to have you bad days, but why waste you time sitting around being mad and sad all the time? I mean, what's the point? Go out and get your mind off of things and have fun. Don't stay down and depressed all the time. You only live once so live it up! Keep your head up, stay strong, fake a smile and move on! :)

My amazing step-dad :)

So, I would like to dedicate this post to my step-dad. He has been there for me since I was four years old and has treated me like his own ever since. He is a very special part of my life and I honestly don't know what I would do without him. One thing I really like about him is how he never really forced the 'dad role' on me he just let it gradually become natural. I'm so glad my mom met him back in 2000, I wouldn't ever picture her to be with anyone else. We've had our ups and downs, but at the end of the day he is my dad, or at least the closest thing I've ever had to one. 

Shady!!

One thing I've learned over the weekend and past week is that you can't trust anyone anymore! The only person I can turn to anymore is my mom. I know that no matter what she will always be here for me. There may be things I can't tell her or I don't exactly want her to know about but she will always listen to me. I would rather keep things bottled up inside then tell anyone in this shady town! No one can keep a secret, you find that out the hard way! 

CORY UPDATE!

So, Cory called me the other night and we talked for a little while. we talked a little about this class and he said he wanted me to write a blog ALL about him, so I figured since I had to have two for this week why not. He has moved to Metropolis (incase you didn't know) and is going to Massac county high school. Cory wanted me to let everyone know that he likes his new school and says everything is a lot  easier there. He also has finally got himself a girlfriend, Winter. he said so much more but you know Cory, you can't understand half of what he says anyway. 

The past is the past.

Yes, the past can hurt, but the way I see it, you can run from it or you can learn from it. Why spend all your time running from the past? The past is the past and now there is nothing you can do to change the things in it. If someone makes you mad or does something wrong, remember this famous quote "forgive and forget". Don't hold grudges, their a complete waste of time and energy. Throughout your life you're going to make mistakes, you're only human and no one is perfect. Just learn from your past and don't run from it. Face your fears and live your life.

Never the right time to say good bye..

"It's never the right time to say goodbye." Ain't that the truth. There never really is a "right" time to let someone go. It's one of those things that you put off and put off until you finally realize you have to. There's no easy way to do it, but you know you don't have a choice. You can love someone with all your heart, but if you know it's best for both of you to end things then you have to let them go. If you're not on the same page or at the same level in life, there's a pretty good chance that it's in your best interest to let them go. It won't be easy but sometimes you just have to. 

My love for writing. :)

You may think I'm being sarcastic by the title but I'm actually being dead serious. I love to write. I didn't realize how much I enjoyed writing until I was sitting at the house on a saturday night, bored with nothing to do, hanging out in "the grounded life". I got out a notebook and literally wrote four or five pages full of poems and little stories and such. It was kind of a way for me to get my emotions out on paper. Since I didn't have my phone to pick up and call a friend, I picked up a pen and wrote it all down. And better yet, I even made it rhyme :)